Introduction
My fellow sangha members these days are mostly foreign-born Asians. Most are Chinese, but there are also Tibetans, Thais, Vietnamese and others. I was born in America of European stock and in my prior sanghas the members were mostly Westerners. The Asian and Asian-American Buddhists I practice with now, by all appearances, seem much more sincere and committed in their practice than the Western Buddhists I have known. Some of this difference may be cultural, but I think the strongest difference is that my new sangha members and I receive teachings that are rooted in the sutras, and because of that, I think we’re pursuing different goals than Westerners. In my current mostly Asian sangha, we share the optimism that in this very lifetime, each of us has an unusually good opportunity to become a bodhisattva and to become liberated from birth and death. We read the sutras, the historic great commentaries, and also listen to the Dharma Discourses and Buddha-dharma of H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III. Our goals are straightforward, and the route toward accomplishment is abundantly clear, though difficult, since it involves giving up the pursuit of self-advantage. In my former mostly Western sanghas, Buddhism was presented in a secular, psychological, and self-help context that aimed toward greater emotional/mental health to be able to get more out of life. But I didn’t witness those secular and psychological ideas actually translate into committed and fruitful practice. I fear that if people don’t generate the crucial motivation to deeply, wholeheartedly cultivate themselves they’ll end up wasting the opportunity of this precious human life to successfully leave samsara, but many Westerners aren’t even aware of this possibility. I fear that the psychologists and secularists are defining Buddhism for the West and setting the standard for what visitors to Buddhist centers expect to hear with the sad consequence that the teachings of the sutras can even sound strange to people. So I’m writing an account of my experiences as an American Buddhist out of great concern for Western Buddhists who I fear are being shortchanged. I’m also going to write about H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III a duly recognized Buddha (in complete accordance with Buddhist recognition traditions) who is not well known in America, even though he lives here, and who has been maligned by some people for no good reason.
Like many American Buddhists, I didn’t learn Buddhism in the family home. My interest in and later conversion to Buddhism began in the 1990s when my husband’s teacher, a Japanese Zen priest, stayed with us in our home in Virginia. My husband had studied with this teacher in the 1960s and 1970s when the teacher lived in America. The teacher had returned to Japan to raise his young family before I met my husband, so I didn’t meet him until 1990 when he began to travel to America again to pick up where he’d left off with his students. My husband had been his first student, and our house became a gathering place for the teacher’s students when he started coming to America again. My first exposure to the teachings of the Buddha was at our kitchen table where the teacher gave lectures on the Blue Cliff Record, a famous collection of koans from China. I didn’t understand the texts at all, but there was a scent of the profound and mysterious to them. And in curious contrast, there were earthy, often irreverent quips added to each koan by a later commentator to the collection, followed by transcendent poetry from yet another commentator. These texts sailed straight to the part of my mind that wants to know, wants to understand the depths of the universe. I was hooked. The teacher was at his best when translating and illuminating texts. He had a literary bent of mind, could read Chinese, and did beautiful English translations of Zen texts. He seemed most brilliant when dealing with the profound, the matters that could not be expressed in words. But as a teacher of human beings, his gifts were undeveloped. He was hard as nails, bristling with energy, and seemed to have some dharma powers. I initially thought he would help me understand the dharma, the universe, me, my life, but after a while I couldn’t see what kind of human being would be able to benefit from his unfeeling and bullying approach to students. I began to doubt him. And when those closest to him truly seemed to be suffering mental disorders and deep depression I decided to leave the group. I can’t say that I learned nothing from this experience. I did walk away with a love for the dharma, a deep faith that it was definitely my karma to be a Buddhist and a respect for the practice of patience under insult. Yet, I doubted that I had been presented with the true Buddha-dharma nor a model Buddhist teacher.
After a while, I was drawn to an American Zen teacher. I found him to be charismatic, very confident, and able to work with flawed human beings. He took a psychological approach to the dharma, which was in great contrast to my Japanese teacher who frequently declared that he “didn’t do therapy.” My American teacher talked a lot about becoming a better-functioning human being. His teachings emphasized exploring one’s accumulated psychological knots rather than sitting on one’s stuff. The idea seemed to be that if you became aware of the knots and hurts in your psyche and embraced them instead of burying them you could be free; and by understanding yourself more deeply you could also feel more compassion for others, recognizing that we’re all deluded in so many ways. I did this practice for a number of years and found it helpful and manageable, but I couldn’t stop feeling that something was missing. I couldn’t reconcile these teachings with the sutras or the other great texts of Buddhism. And again, the teacher and assistant teachers, who were often less than admirable models, raised doubt for me. There was a lot of talk about power and empowerment and a great deal of interest in this subject among students, especially about empowerment of the career-oriented type. We were supposed to know and embrace our hidden behavior patterns but there wasn’t much encouragement to simply be good, or to keep precepts. There was an implicit sense — and from some of the teachers an outright suggestion — that intentions and efforts to do good and be beneficial to others were tainted and suspect. I could somewhat appreciate this point of view — a bodhisattva doesn’t have to “do good” –but I felt this stance left us without tools for transformation, for training ourselves in new behaviors.
There was also little talk about becoming enlightened and even the suggestion that we did not need enlightenment, but should aim to become freely functioning human beings. It was as if, by becoming a better human being you needn’t bother becoming a bodhisattva. I think there was a lack of understanding among the teachers of this sangha about what a Bodhisattva would really be like.
I suspect much of Buddhism in the West is similar to this. The main points seem to be: stay in the present, be non-attached, be non-judgmental, don’t believe anything, fully experience your emotions, be ordinary, dharma powers — if not an outright myth, would be laughable to possess, also, Buddhism naturally changes when it enters a new culture. I had gotten the impression from Western-style Buddhism that when Shakyamuni said to “be a lamp unto oneself” he’d meant that we should decide for ourselves what was true or not – like the new-age dictum to “believe what resonates with you” rather than look inside and honestly evaluate oneself.
I had read some sutras, and the dharma talks I heard bore little relation to the teachings of the sutras. I’d had some deep experiences of emptiness so I knew there had to be more to Buddhism than just being a mentally and emotionally healthy person. I wondered about enlightenment, liberation from birth and death, prajna, becoming a Bodhisattva, acquiring the usages of emptiness? Why didn’t we hear about these age-old goals of Mahayana Buddhism in the lecture hall? I was deeply disappointed and felt adrift once again. I liked the community of people I was learning with, but found this psychological approach so limited. Yes, my Buddhist practice was about me, but it also had to be about the not me that had yet to appear. Once I acknowledged my disgruntlement, I could no longer give the benefit of the doubt to some of the things that my teachers said such as: “I’m agnostic about reincarnation,” “why believe that the Buddha’s enlightenment was anything special since we weren’t there,” “we can stand on the shoulders of the Buddha and go beyond the Buddha’s teachings,” and “Zen is a business.” I was doubting my teachers too much to continue with this group.
Then I met Zhaxi Zhuoma Rinpoche, an American teacher who was a close disciple of H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III. She was touring all 50 U.S. states giving presentations about and distributing copies of a book about H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III. She presented a copy to every governor’s office in every state. I had actually heard about H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III a few years earlier, when he was known as Dharma King Wan Ko Yeshe Norbu. An acquaintance had shown me a video about the Dharma King’s artworks. One of these was a sculpture in which he had placed mist into a cavernous structure in the sculpture. To this day, the mist just stays there circulating in the sculpture year after year. No ordinary artist could create such a sculpture, I knew it had to be made by an extraordinary person. It was miraculous. It had been exhibited, along with other examples of his work, in Washington, DC in October 2003 at the Congressional House Office Building. The rock with mist is currently on view in a museum in San Francisco, CA.
The book that prompted this 50 state tour was about the wonderful accomplishments of H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III. His artworks were only one of 30 categories of accomplishments written about in the book, many miracles were documented there as well. The book also included photographs of recognition letters written by high-level, independent leaders of the esoteric schools of Buddhism. Some of these great masters said that they entered samadhi and personally saw that H.H. Wan Ko Yeshe Norbu is the true incarnation of Dorje Chang Buddha. Dharma King Omniscience Jamyang Langdok Gyaltsen (Lama Achuk), Urgyen Xirao Woxiu Lama, Dharma King Renzeng Nima* all wrote letters stating they had supernaturally seen the truth that H.H. Master Wan Ko Yeshe Norbu is the incarnation of Dorje Chang Buddha also known as Buddha Vajradhara. (Links to translations of the letters of these three masters are included below.)
I felt some unease on learning that the Dharma King artist I had admired was now called a Buddha. I thought it would be easier tell other people about this great person if he was still called a Dharma King. Being recognized as a Buddha, I feared, would create an insurmountable barrier for people — that they would find the idea outlandish. Members of my Zen group reacted this way, almost to a person. And the thing is, H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III really is so extraordinary and so outside the bounds of what is usual. However, we ordinary practitioners were just not equal in wisdom to these great masters of esoteric Buddhism, so who were we to do anything less than celebrate their recognition statements? Langdok Gyaltsen was the leader of one of the largest monasteries in Tibet. His main temple was Second Virtue Mountain Monastery where he provided teachings of the Great Perfection to tens of thousands of practitioners. Urgyen Xirao Woxiu Lama of the Nyingma school is a great terton (a discoverer of ancient texts or terma.) Renzeng Nima is a great dharma king of the Nyingma sect who has transcended the mundane world and has practiced almost his whole life in a secluded mountain valley. In fact, letters of recognition, congratulations and corroborating recognitions from many more Dharma Kings and Rinpoches are reproduced in the book.
H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III ‘s accomplishments are unprecedented. H.H. Dodrupchen Rinpoche, the greatest dharma king and master of the Nyingma sect congratulated H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III with the following words, “The collection of your accomplishment is truly miraculous and extraordinary expression of truth expressed and unexpressed beyond words in Buddha Dharma.” Jigme Dorje, Supreme Dharma King of the Jonang Sect wrote: “Such superlative accomplishments are truly unprecedented in the past few thousand years, outshining the accomplishments of all others, both ancient and modern. His Holiness is a shining paragon among Buddhas.” Buddhist leaders cannot just toss off statements like these as if they were blurbs on the back cover of a book. The consequences of making ill-considered or casual statements about recognizing a Buddha would be enormous.
I can understand the impulse to be suspicious of things outside the normal and usual happenings, but I do sometimes think that our current times are not really all that normal. The natural world is in serious decline. There’s climate change and other troubles for life on the planet. We’re losing birds, insects, sea life, coral reefs and whole species. And there’s very great social change as we embrace the digital world, automation and artificial intelligence. Maybe it really is a time of extraordinary danger and a Buddha has come just in time to help all living beings on earth.
I’d like to say that Zhaxi Zhuoma Rinpoche’s tour of America was a roaring success, but the number of Westerners who follow His Holiness the Buddha is still quite small. After meeting Zhaxi Zhuoma Rinpoche, I traveled to many different places to be able to hear preliminary English translations of recorded discourses by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III. Though there are thousands of recordings in Chinese, not many have been translated into English. Of these, only one, The Dharma of Cultivation is completely approved as a translation and published as a book and also free online on multiple websites. Zhaxi Zhuoma Rinpoche’s Holy Vajrasana Temple website has a link to this text. Listening to the discourses, I felt I was hearing the true Buddha Dharma. They were brilliant, clear, informative and extremely practical. If you listen to these discourses, as many thousands of Chinese speakers do, you will know exactly how to transform yourself through cultivation into the causal state for becoming a bodhisattva — that is, one who corresponds with a bodhisattva’s actions of body, speech, and mind.
All my resources for learning and practicing Buddhism are magnificent now. From the Buddha Master’s discourses and dharma teachings I have learned things I never heard before and experienced things I never saw before. Many high-level disciples of His Holiness are shining examples of sincere cultivation and devoted practice. Many of His disciples can manifest dharma powers. Some of them can perform extraordinary rituals of esoteric Buddhism, so that manifestations of Buddha-dharma are being seen and experienced in America now that only used to happen in Tibet. Dharma rituals such as: Creating a Sand Mandala through a Stone Slab; various rituals of selection such as, Drawing Lots from a Golden Vase; high temperature displays of Tummo Concentration; the Vajra Fa Man Initiation in which grains of sand weave themselves into a crown above a portrait of a Buddha or Bodhisattva; Beseeching Nectar from the Buddhas in which nectar manifests in a bowl; Eight Winds in Samsara Battle Position in which masters are tested in the holy realm. My teacher, Zhaxi Zhuoma Rinpoche’s Holy Vajrasana Temple is a Bodhimandala empowered by H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III where Dharma Protectors will sometimes shake vajra poles to the delight of devout visitors to the temple. It is all so wonderful. I have seen these vajra poles mysteriously, vigorously shake. I have seen and felt nectar from the Buddhas rain from cloudless blue skies. I participated in the Eight Winds in Samsara test. My experiences are everything I expected the true Buddha-dharma to be and I’m experiencing these things in the USA!
As a follower of H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III, I feel that the dharma I’m receiving is the original, authentic, and very real thing. It is a great treasure that I would like others in the West to enjoy as well. I liken this true Dharma to the silver dimes and quarters we used to use in America. In 1964 the silver content of American coins that had been minted from 90% silver was drastically reduced to no silver at all. There was no loss in their use as currency, their purchasing power remained, but they had lost their intrinsic value. They weren’t real silver and did not have the true properties of silver. I feel that secular Buddhism is like these new coins, which are shiny and still useful, since they still function as currency, but they’re not silver. They have lost the essence of why silver was chosen for coinage in the first place; it reflects light purely and beautifully and can be fashioned into treasured objects. I don’t believe the secular brand of Buddhism with its focus on being the best me, or on therapy, or on succeeding at business and personal relationships has retained its original value and purpose of helping us leave samsara. Many other systems can accomplish these aims as well. And these aims are side effects of sincere practice anyway, so there’s no value at all in losing the treasured ultimate goal of Buddhism. For those of us who want more, who wish to become arhats or bodhisattvas or buddhas, who want to realize enlightenment, accomplish prajna, attain the four wisdoms, the three bodies, the usages of emptiness. For those who wish to be able to expound the dharma that can liberate living beings, they should know there is more to Buddhism than the usual American fare. There is a Buddha here now whose teachings will help them cultivate their three karmas into a causation state for becoming a bodhisattva and whose transmissions of dharma practices can activate true dharma abilities. Everyone please take notice.
* Articles on H.H. Dodrupchen Rinpoche, Lama Achuk, H.H. Jigme Dorje, and others and their letters can be found HERE. The other letters and much more can be found at the Xuanfa Institute website and in the book H.H. Dorje Chang Buddha III.
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